Rest in Peace, Putty Girl…

The Cat came into our lives in Jan or Feb 2011. I had just moved back and saw this scrawny cat sleeping near the house, and not running away. Some milk bowl filling happened, a few kittens were brought along, a few were delivered under the TV, some neutering done, and the cat hung around for 6 years after that. What was a blink of an eye and a maturing decade for me, was a lifetime for a cat.
Curled up cat
The year dawned with her meowing less, and soon stopping making all sounds. I made fun of her, some sound came, and then even that stopped. She looked weaker, and her movement more trying, that feline grace was no longer there, she scaled 4 ft high walls, but was knocking the milk bowl when trying to gain her stepping, things she never did all these years.

She became more bent, people who visited commented about it. It was harder for me to register the changes. Most likely, I refused to notice the changes. It’s summer, she gets thinner now for the heat. Will be alright once the Monsoons come. Then she started drooling, and not grooming herself, which meant she was now smelling.

A vet visit happened, with a photo taken. I waited inside the one room setup, while a pug was brought in. The elderly vet suggests a chest belt, gives it a few injections, and suggests some diet changes for its weight. How much? Rs. 300.

My turn. I gave him the whole history. Does she drink water? Yes. Then no rabies. Of course not, she’s been vaccinated for that! Plus she’s not afraid of light, craving for it rather.  A couple of meds were given, one an antibiotic. Try feeding her these in milk. What’s wrong with her? Baayalli Happale, mouth ulcers. She can’t swallow because of that. How much do I owe you? He waves me away. It’s nothing.

The cat refused to drink, refused to eat anything. Next morning, she isn’t seen. Once the Sun is out she’s seen lounging by a neighbour’s compound wall. I ask them permission, go in, and pick her up into the common compound wall. She goes to sleep where I can reach her. She’s no longer drooling. Has the drooling stopped or is it dehydration?

Afternoon, I call him. Give me half an hour. I drive down to his clinic. A she-goat outside, with her owner and an auto-driver he’s arranged to bring it. Three injections for her standing by the road. Once in, the farmer gets called. How old is your goat? 40 years sir. Amused vet. How many times has she delivered? Twice sir. He writes down 4 or 2 in a diary. The farmer gets instructions, bring her tomorrow for more injections, give her some bevina soppu (neem) and agase soppu(Flax). She’ll be ok. Don’t go and sell her just because someone offers you a deal. Arthavaaythenayya? OK sir, he leaves.

The other guy waiting before me, gives some sample of his pet for a lab. He gets a long list of meds to give, when to bathe, how much to bath the dog. After 20 mins of lots of meds, and a Rs. 800 bill, he leaves. How heavy is the cat? Must be just over a kg. He fills up three syringes, antibiotics and a couple of general meds. On the way I ask him about the previous guy. German Shepherd. Has skin issues. Skin issues are caused by diet. Which is surprising because this guy is a regional head for Pedigree (food products corp). Most people can’t care for their dogs properly.

We reach home. The cat still sleeping. Be careful, if she wakes up in shock, she might go into delirium and bite. Get a cloth. I find something. Now cover her head and her front body and hold tight. I try holding her, she escapes a bit. Tighter. No loosening. I hold her tight, the cat struggles, then gives up. He checks using his stethoscope. A sanitary wipe comes out, she gets the 3 injections one after the other. I release her. She goes and sleeps a few feet away. He confirms dehydration. She needs to drink water or milk. She’s blind in one eye, he announces, but she’ll be ok. Cats manage.

I drive him to his clinic, my nerves jingling. He gives me an ORS bottle, maybe she’ll drink. Clean her with a wet cloth, and then this antiseptic swipe (which he gives me). How much do I owe you? Rs. 200. I come home, wipe her with a cloth, see if she can drink some milk, she drinks a bit, eats a bit. And goes to sleep near the door. I have lunch, and then can’t find her.

She’s found at a neighbour’s keeping her back towards a wall. Happy to say hi, but not coming anywhere. I give her some food there, she eats and leaves some. Next day I see her in the middle of the road drooling slightly. I carry her in, give her some milk which she drinks, and some cat food which she eats. There’s a faint meow, a sound of relief. She goes to sleep near the door and is missing again in 15 minutes. I find her at the same neighbour’s, but leave her there.

I find her today at the same place, she eats a bit, but the neighbour confirms that she’s meowing a bit. I feel hope, she looks a bit better. No drooling, but no grooming either. I feel a bit hopeful, but I know I no longer will see the cat running up to me, tail up, her meow Dopplering towards me. She’s now an old cat who’ll need to give up her independence and trust humans to look after her, and also forgive the guy who closed her face and got her 3 pricks in the back. The choice will be hers to make, I won’t get a say in this.


I never intended this to be an obituary. But it is now. A while back a neighbour saw a dog dragging what looked like a cat and leaving it in the opposite site. It was Putti. There was no doubt. I called Kashappa, the area gardener, packed her in a garbage bag, and carried her to the BBMP park. We dug a pit for her, and I buried her, taking one last look at her lifeless body in the glow of the phone’s LED flash. I left a part of me there in park, under 2 feet of red soil. I’ll miss you girl, miss you loads.


The cat and the bulbuls

We came across a nest inside the hibiscus bush, 3-4 weeks back. It was beautifully built: like a cup with twigs and no synthetic materials. And nestled perfectly where the main branch was branching into multiple branches. It had the cover of leaves on top and the sides. “It is a practice nest” I announced expertly. Not like I knew it was one, I was just hoping it was! With the constant presence of a cat within a 20 ft radius, I knew what would be inevitable.

Days later I saw eggs in it, 3 of them, pinkish-blue with spots on it. (Wikipedia called that colour ‘Mauve’) It was the nest of a pair of Red-whiskered bulbuls. If you haven’t seen the bird, Google it. They’re small, the size of sparrows, maybe slightly bigger, white underside and dark upper side, with a crest and tiny red streak at the cheeks which gives them the name “Red-whiskered”. And they sing, beautifully.

Wikipedia also said that the eggs hatch after 12 days, so I figured they would hatch around last weekend. (3-4 days before this post). I kept watch on the nest. The cat was also infrequent around the house and I was happy about that. The mother/father would be seen on the nest, sleeping, or just lying on the eggs – incubating them I guess.

Around last Thursday I noticed that the eggs had hatched and there were 3 little chicks in the nest. Pretty tiny and helpless. The mother would also be seen most times, siting on top of the nest, same as before, maybe giving them warmth after food. I kept watch, the cat also seemed to have given them a wide berth.

Yesterday, I watched the chicks’ heads show up out of the nest – their mouths open, the red-whiskers forming on their cheeks already. I called Amma and we watched the birds from inside the compound, from behind the grill. The parent came along with a wasp in its beak, and perched at a safe distance from the nest. I went back and took Amma along. The bird came down to the nest and fed the chicks. It then sat on the nest as before. It was surreal. It was beautiful.

Took this from a distance and cropped it.

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Of happy endings

I remember Amma getting ready to go out for her evening walk, wondering if it would rain. “Will it rain?” she asked me for a prediction. I went out, looked around and announced that it had started raining already. I settled down upstairs with Dalrymple’s “Return of a King” as it started pouring cats and dogs outside. As if on cue, the mewls of a kitten started registering through that downpour.

I decided not to look, as if it meant it was something in our house compound, it would be some responsibility. I don’t like turning those little ones away. They just seem so helpless – against other cats, cars, dogs, every damn thing! And the previous experience with a kitten that even got adopted still hurts. But as fate would have it, I went out to see my cat asking to be let in, and sure enough there was an orange ball of fur trying to climb down from the neighbour’s grill. I picked it up, it got its claws into the grill, refusing to come with me. I prised it out and put it down and it went running outside. That should be the end of it, and I went inside.

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Cat’s tale

[The NYTimes runs a section called the Menagerie in its blog-opinion pages – The Opinionator. This section mostly deals with people and their interactions with animals. They do have a side-panel which asks people to write in with their tales of interactions with animals. I wrote a piece, got it edited by Indhukka and sent it along. Two months later, they managed to read it, and were kind enough to respond with encouraging words, but since they’ve far too many Cats (and dogs) posts coming in, they regret that it can’t be posted. If I can write on any other animals I’ve interacted with, they’d be willing to consider. But my interactions with species of other kinds is pretty limited. So…posting the piece here for the record.]

One of my favorite things to do in the evenings, before the mosquitoes move in, is to stand at my house’s compound wall and watch the world go by. The wall stands at a comfortable 4 feet, perfect for standing with my elbows resting on it. Sitting on the wall, next to me, would be the Cat. She would sit there, tail wrapped around her legs watching everything that happened outside, full of relaxed alertness.

A typical Bangalore evening – tired grown-ups returning from work with their backpacks and lunch bags, children carrying bats and stumps heading back from cricket, arguing over results of their matches. The garden in front of the house would have been watered and Ashy Prinias going tweep-tweep would beat the heat by playing in tiny puddles leftover on larger leaves. Cows walking home, calves in tow, bells jingling at their throats; some lingering to let loose a volley of excrement, or to feed on vegetable peels or fruits left for them at street corners by the neighbors. Milkmen would follow on scooters and mopeds, urging the slower ones on with a tongue-clacking or a backslapping.

Stray dogs would hurry by, their heads down, intent on their destinations. Pets would be walked, straining at their leashes, never having been trained to heel or walk with their owners. The Cat would show special interest in four-legged creatures, sizing them up for any future encounters, encounters that were mostly about sitting 30 feet away and conducting staring wars over rights to pass the road. Cows were off-limits, but they weren’t encountered as often as the dogs. Dogs, however, were assessed for potential staring opponents based on size, attitude, and length of leash in the case of pets.

It would be a quiet 15 to 20 minutes spent in absolute silence interrupted occasionally with an off-hand comment from me – “You can totally take that dog!” She would respond with a measured, non-committal “meow”.

I moved back from Seattle to Bangalore four years back to be with my parents. Around this time, I noticed a cat sleeping on the neighbor’s window chajja (a concrete eave projecting from the wall). The neighbor’s house being at a lower level because of the road’s inclination, the cat was reachable by hand. I found her surprisingly friendly, willing to be scratched on the chin and head.

Stray cats in the city are usually shy and wary of people. They don’t survive to be adults without a fair degree of wariness when it comes to people, vehicles and stray dogs. And most stray cats are also female. Every area has just one alpha-male that marks its territory religiously, fights intruders and ensures that of new litters only the females, if any, survive. Traffic and stray dogs do their bit in keeping the numbers within limits.

I started giving her diluted milk in a coconut shell. Pretty soon she had a designated bowl in the porch and a designated cup to measure milk for her. There were specific times when she was fed, but she would sit at the door keeping a constant flow of “meows” well before her feeding time. Our appearance with the milk cup would set off a triumphant, drawn-out, high-pitched meow that would stretch to eternity, as she ran to her bowl. She started reciprocating our gestures by bringing along her kills – almost always rats and mice, thriving thanks to Bangalore’s semi-functional garbage management.

A month or two later we realized that she was pregnant and was asking for milk, and hunting, more often. Not having any experience with cats we just went with the human approach and gave her more milk. One fine day she barged into the house with a wail loud enough to bring the neighbors running to our doorstep. A litter of three was delivered on the DVD player kept under the TV, supervised with watchful eyes by a neighbor who claimed to be a cat expert. A few days later they were moved to the TV’s empty box, which I moved outside to the porch. The kittens grew up big enough to open their eyes and explore the world outside, still shy of the big humans who were always trying to pick them up.

One night we woke up to cats screaming in the porch. We switched on the lights and went out to see the cat on high alert, her tail bushed out, and blood on the walls. The alpha male had attacked and left behind a dead kitten, and the other two were left cowering inside the box with fear. Next day the Cat left with her surviving two kittens. Pretty soon she was returning regularly as if there were no kittens to care for. People are known to pick up kittens to keep mice and rats under control since adult cats don’t lend themselves to domestication as well. It isn’t unusual to see a cat fooling around in a traditional grocery store. We hoped for the best.

A couple more such incidents later, despite the cat finding secret places to deliver her litter, I decided to get in touch with a local animal shelter – CUPA (Compassion Unlimited Plus Action). It was the only shelter in Bangalore to have a cattery and deal with cats. In a City where stray dogs are considered a menace and make it to the front pages of newspapers every time an incident of an attack on a child or adult happens, cats rarely register on the radar, even with shelters.

I was advised to borrow a cat carrier and bring the cat in. I drove 22 Kms through the gridlocked city and brought home the carrier. The next morning I moved her milk bowl into the carrier and trapped her inside. I roped in an enterprising cousin and we set out on the long drive to the shelter with a wailing and restless cat in the backseat. There was a wait at a railway crossing for a train to pass, and another wait for a truck to unload a beam near a flyover construction. We eventually reached the place and I handed over the cat. “Is she friendly, does she bite?” the guy at the counter asked. Not willing to take any chance on her behavior when caged, I did not commit to an answer. She thankfully stayed docile as he reached into the carrier, pulled her out holding her by the neck and put her in a cage.

We saw her again a week later. They drove her back and dropped her off at our house. She was much thinner; she had been pregnant when I took her to the shelter and the spaying had involved an abortion. She became withdrawn, stopped asking for milk and didn’t seem to be hunting either. Her fur had ripped off near a paw, she had stopped grooming and spent most of her time sleeping. I called up the shelter in panic and was advised to give it a few more days.

A week later, as all hope was draining away and being replaced with guilt, she came to the door meowing. With a tinge of hope that I refused to entertain, I filled her usual cup with milk and water, and brought it to the door. A familiar cry of triumph rang out as she sighted her usual cup and ran with me to her bowl.

The hunting cat…

There’s something therapeutic about animals. I wonder if it’s the simplicity of their lives – defined by food, shelter and sometimes a little bit of play and love. It’s been close to 6 months since I took the cat along and had her spayed and vaccinated. Since then, she’s been a regular, coming for milk once in the morning and then again at night.

There was a time she used to hang around the house meowing non-stop, annoying us to no end. It took a while, but I eventually figured out when she was looking for plain old attention and when it was a genuine begging for food. The easiest way is to try to pet her. How willing she is to be petted determines attention seeking(most interested, scratch me this side also, will ya?) or hunger(least interested, just get me the food!).

Her place used to be above the motor, snoozing there all day. Once construction in the opposite site started, she’s moved to a more secret location around the neighbourhood, appearing once in the morning at dawn, and reappearing only around evening. Sometimes, during evenings, I sit down near the door and she promptly climbs onto my lap and snoozes away. Nights after dinner I walk around outside while she jumps up the tree, scratches it out to sharpen her claws, play hunts by crouching and springing at random, falls down exposing her belly while trying to paw me away if I approached her – the usual cat-games. Sudden noises take her running before she comes meowing back to rub herself against my legs.

Even rubbing against the legs comes in two forms – the usual marking of scent on your legs which is done with a meow, and the more affectionate head-butt before the rubbing. Even that can be used to gauge whether it is hunger or attention seeking – no head-butting when hungry. The head-butting peaks when she brings a mouse or rat and displays them for your viewing pleasure while she happily head-butts and rubs against your legs expecting to be petted for that achievement.

Unlike cats in Australia or the US, I haven’t seen her purring much. There’s only the incessant meowing. Sometimes when asleep and I call out, can see her body producing the sound, but the sound never gets out dying by her sleepy throat. Between cats and dogs I’ve always had a tough time choosing. I don’t consider her a pet or any such. She lives, comes, goes, plays, drinks on her own terms. We just follow her orders.

P.S: More or less a pointless post. I know 🙂

The cat rescue chronicle

Sleep proved elusive. Different incidents playing up in dreams as I wondered if I had bouts of sleep or was fidgeting around all night. The previous day I had done the 22 Km drive all the way to Hebbal, waited for the person in the CUPA office to finish her work, before she could collect Rs. 1000 from me as a deposit and hand me the cat carrier and driven all the way back with it taking up the entire boot.

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Cat tales…

She sits there on top of the casing for the motor, cleaning herself. If not cleaning, she’d sleep, curled up in all kinds of ways, head pointing in different directions or curled up under her body. Any sound would wake her up and she’d come mewing down after a few stretches and yawns like a relaxing pensioner. Always asking for food. I sometimes wonder if she’s a cat or a dog!
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